Is optimism an emotion? That is somewhat how I feel. Everything in my life is just looking so bright and uplifting! It is much easier to go through my day with such a mood/emotion. Ever since this weekend I have had high hopes about my future. I think the securing of my future with my fiance(!!) has helped make something constant in my head which makes me have to worry about less. Having my future take shape in front of my eyes makes me worry much less and I am better able to focus on the tasks at hand. This morning, for example, I was having a meeting with the professor I am working with for my honors professor. I felt extremely capable and intelligent during the discussion. I felt like I had a good grasp of what my project was and what I had to do.
The intensity was not too high, perhaps a 6 out of 10 but it has been resonating within me for quite a few days now. It is a very pleasant experience and I am looking forward to continuing this trend! The source of my emotion I would say are all the good experiences that have been happening to me, most importantly of which is my engagement which has given more form to my future.
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